Autumn Colours...
Okay
(Tuesday, Mar. 11, 2008, 12:22 pm)
I had to lock this...and I'll leave it as that.

All I can say is today I get to go to a "mediation" meeting with Bluu because he is now threatening my job.

He's saying that "I am borderline harassing/stalking him".

Uhhhh, right?

And when the fuck do I have the time to do that? I have a part-time job, so I don't have a single day off. I work 7 days straight. I have been over at City's house for the past 2 weeks straight. I have almost been "completely consumed" with City since then end of January.

So when, oh when, do I have the fucking time!!!!

Because people "are still saying things" about our relationship, I'm the one that's spreading them.

::cracking up laughing::

Lord how he just doesn't know that I don't give a damn about him anymore. Like if he got in a car accident and died I wouldn't even bother sending flowers to his funeral. Seriously. I don't mean that to be mean, but I don't care about him. I really honestly don't. So when ppl attempt to come up and tell me shit about him, they ALWAYS get cut down real quick with "i don't give a shit" or "I don't fuckin care". I don't even let people tell me half of what they want to say, because I immediately cut them off. I haven't even THOUGHT of his dumb ass in over a month!!! I've completely let his dumb ass go.

So yeah - I'm pissed!!! I'm pissed that this dumb bitch has brought my fuckin job into it. I'll fuckin lose it if comes to something serious though. He's such a loser. I can't even believe that out of ALL the men I've dated, he was the one that I fell in love with. What the FUCK was my problem....

I've gotta go get ready for work.
Oh - I'm gonna have a great Confession session for tomorrow!!!! Hahaha

Jeter - Monday, Sept. 28, 2009
Thoughts of death..... - Thursday, Sept. 24, 2009
One of those days - Tuesday, Sept. 22, 2009
What could have been, and should have been - Thursday, Sept. 17, 2009
Changes in Schedule - Tuesday, Sept. 15, 2009