* I'm still extremely apprehensive about his mom. Last night was his brothers birthday and she kept making comments all night.
* I had a doc appt b/c I am having weird headaches, bad nausea, and something odd going on down below.
* My mother was extremely sad that I wasn't pregnant.
* My sister was sad I wasn't pregnant.
* His brother was sad I wasn't pregnant.
* I am THRILLED that I'm not pregnant. So sometimes I stay over at his house and don't have my birth control...I'm not.by.any.means. trying to have a baby.
* He wants to move up me getting pregnant three months after we move in, to the month after we move in. Ummm...right.
* I think I'm the only one terrified about this.
* But then I'm in the middle of my birth control pack and I'm spotting. The only other time in my life I've EVER spotted was when I was pregnant when I was 21.
* Why am I the only one that is really scared?
*And I'm THRILLED that Sexual-B is back!!!! Now if Butta can return, it'll be the bizness
updated afterthought: Obviously I'm extremely confused about everything and am having weird emotional...shits, whatever. My last entry I was talking about us having a baby, now if it is as so much mentioned...I want to vomit. I don't want a baby. I just want to be able to go home and paint or go in the back and plant a flower. That's it!!!!
~~ Lata kiddies. I'll create a website soon, and show you guys the house, City, and all the stuff that's goin on. Ciao
Jeter - Monday, Sept. 28, 2009