Yay! (I say)
He's not so happy about it. But he keeps "keeping" me up late at night to talk about isht. But only on days where I am DEAD tired. That irritates me, believe me. He tells me that he knows that if we go to counceling that I'm not going to stay in this relationship. *raises eyebrows* REALLY!!! Did ya think of that all by your self? Hmmmm??
One of our friends just moved in with Victoria. So the spare bedroom that is upstairs is now taken *sad face*. (I use to have the basement, but if flooded and hasn't been fixed. Now its like a spiders/mold paradise down there...but it'll be fixed soon). Husband told me last night "it's a shame that that spare bedroom is already taken, because maybe we could spend a couple days apart, and we could learn to miss each other".
I turned around and told him "*laughing* yeah, but when we were 'dating', or whatever you call it since now i know you don't believe in that, I tried to tell you that we need to spend just as much time apart as together in the beginning so we could learn to miss each other....you didn't want to hear it. But NOW you want it? *laughs some more*".
Like I said, and will keep saying, I am the fall to my own happiness. I could, in actuality, be happy in this relationship with Husband. I mean, yes, some of it would be a lie as I would have to "pretend" and "ignore" a lot of things he does....but it would work I suppose. Maybe I'm just a selfish girl who wants maybe just a LITTLE bit of happiness. *shakes head* Whatever.
I'm calling my landlord today and telling her that we need to "get on it" and fix this basement. And don't worry...there WILL be a place for the re in December. Trust and believe me.