(Oh, I'm the italic and he is in normal font)
Saturday 10:46am
So you really won’t talk to me? Well – ok. I guess I understand then. I guess I’ll just do what I can and get out of your way.
Sat 12:20pm
Ryan I slept in my car so your friends could have a fuck pad and you say you understand. You are a trip.
12:25pm
UR SUCH AN ASSHOLE. It was fine when you and I kicked my sister out so u could get YOUR fuckin dick wet!! Like I said – I’ll be out of your way. Now u’ll be happy.
And for the record since you never have an issue telling me how fuckin sorry I am as a person – u should have opened ur mouth and said NO U CAN’T HAVE THE PLACE
12:30pm
Out fucking standing! You just chose your friends over the father of your child….now that’s an ASSHOLE.
12:36pm
Just make sure your internet cronies are out of my apartment and off the bed that I paid for. What kind of friends makes a 6 month pregnant woman sleep on the couch. Un fucking believable.
12:41pm
Ok James. When I get off I’ll make sure we are all out. I’ll do what you ask. Sorry you slept in your car. I hope you can have a good day at work.
1:00pm
How can I have a good fucking day when you treated me like that….oh and I did tell you no but you had them there anyway so fuck me and my wishes right? You don’t even know how fucking pissed I am right now ryan. And by the way I would never kick your sister out of her own place to get some don’t think she ever had to sleep in her car because of me. That’s ok you can twist this around all you want. But you disrespected me.
1:06pm
Ok James, I already apologized for you sleeping in your car. Like I’ve said I will stay out of your way. I’ll be gone today when I get off.
1:11pm
Whatever
1:18pm
I’m doing what you want me to . so whatever isn’t particularly productive. Is there anything else you want from me? Anything at all? Of course I can’t give you 900 for the bed or give you money for the rent – but is there anything else you want from me? Please JUST TELL ME
2:20pm
I want you to stop fucking be sooo ungrateful toward me and start thingking about someone else for a change. Put yourself in my shoes and stop and think about this whole situation and if you think what you did was ok then it is whatever to me! I’m not some fuckin weak white boy your going to treat like shit and just take it. That’s not me. I’m not a punk. Do what you want ryan because it’s obvious your going to anyway. It’s fuckin ridiculous
2:48pm
Ok I realize this is the SECOND time you’ve had to sleep in ur car bc of me. Believe me, form this day on YOU WILL NEVER SLEEP IN YOUR CAR BC OF WHAT I DID!!! I Absolutely promise you that. I will NEVER have any reason from today to ever disrespect you. And I can promise you that. I might have been ungrateful as you say but I tried my hardest to do the right thing by you. Period. But I’m sick to death of u cursing at me, picking fights with me, and treating me like I’m some type of slave to you. You wil never have the chance to MAKE me have sex with you wihile I’m in bed and half asleep. I won’t be that black bitch for you! But I’ll give you everything else you want – a happy life!
3:11pm
Your right ryan I treat you so bad! Your missing the whole point. If you think for one moment what you did is okay then you need a reality check. First you let me know at the last minute that your gf is coming over…no problem..then you tell me oh ur guy friend is coming to. Then you tell me you took care of it they will stay at your mom. Then you call me thrity minutes before I get off and say they are staying here.
3:15
I AM SORRY – I AM SORRY – I AM SORRY! What else can I say? I didn’t say what I fucking did was right? I never said that shit! So before you throw it in my face!
3:25
I never called you a black bitch nor would I ever call you that! That’s right use sex against me that’s real mature. Just forget it I don’t need added stress in my life. I thought I’ve treated you well ryan. But I guess not. Story of my life…..apology accepted.
3:39pm
No no. you have treated me extremely well. Don’t forget that . and if you think I was “using” sex as some type of ploy – no no. I will own responsibility to my fuck-ups, you should too. But forget it – I don’t want YOU to be stressed. But anyway we are out of YOUR place and from YOUR bed. Won’t be back until Tuesday.
But I want to say this last thing, I have appreciated EVERY day that you took care of me. I appreciated every time you took me to get food when I was hungry. And I appreciated every time you did laundry and the thousands of times you’ve cleaned. I appreciated everytime you did anything for me. Remember that. And don’t think that it was any different……………. THAT’S IT.
4:21
Well I appreciate you ryan. If you would have approached me diffenetly I would have a better attitude about this whole thing. You never once came up to me with a plan for you and I to spend time together while your friends visited you. That what bugged me the most. You did that to me last time. I would have never done that to you. Am I not that important to you?
4:38pm
No matter how I answer that it won’t be good enough. Nothing I ever do or ever will do will be good enough. I wish you would recognize that, and accept that I’m not the perfect girl. I’ll never be in your eyes. I’ve accepted that. I get it now. I see everything that is happening. I get it.
4:43 pm
Are you serious? Apparently I’m not good enough. I see clearly now too. I know where this is going. That’s fine. Have fun. Take care.
4:46
YOU? No you are mistaken. I am not good enough for you. I never have been. That’s why you are always picking fights with me, always putting me down like I’m some low life idiot. Or some retarted child that needs to be yelled at because I’m so stupid. So I’ve got your plan. I need to sit down, shut up, and do as you say. Then you will be happy and we will quit fighting. I finally got it. You do the things that continue to make u happy. I’m always the bad guy. I always should take the crazy things you say. Ok ok – I got it. But I’ll protect ME at all costs bc I have to
5:05pm
Oh yeah that’s me…master weaver…whatever ryan. You know that’s not ture. I’m just asking for some mutual respect. I hate fighting with you it rips me up inside. You know me well enough to know that I don’t like hurting you by fighting. Explain what just happened this weekend from start to finish to any of your guy friends and see what they say…seriously I want you to do that. I’m not making an extreme case like you make me out to be
7:22pm
Ok well im not what your lookin for in a man baby. Maybe we are not good for each other. I don’t understand if I ‘m sooooo mean to you then why are you with me?
11:04pm
I’m with you bc I love you. You are mean to me, but I’m so use to it. Have you asked yourself why your with me, bc obviously you can’t stand me.
Sunday 6:56am
Yeah your right I’m so mean to you that when you got pregnant I got you a place to live so you would not have to sleep on a couch at your mothers. I’m so mean I fixed your moms bathroom sink and tub. I’m so mean I went and picked up a Christmas tree and istalled it for your mother and sister (by the way I paid 75 dollar for) I’m so mean I paid more for a mattress that you wanted that cost more than my whole bed at home. I’m so mean that I am going to spend 70 dollars extra a month just so you won’t have to walk across the parking lot. I’m so mean I bought you a diamond ring that your just now starting to wear after 3 months. I’m so mean I clean up after you and do your laundry. I’m so mean I take time away from my family to see you. I’m so mean I sleep in my car so you and your friends have a place. I’m sooooooo fucking mean! I’m tired of being mean!
11:17am
Fine james! Your so wonderful! I’m just a black bitch that ruined some white boys life and can’t appreciate all the wonderful incredible nice things he does! And for the record I’m SICK of not being normal to you. You’r so stuck on the fact that I don’t swing on your dick everytime you walk through the door. That I don’t lick the bottom of your feet when I see you. Or that I don’t ANNOYINGLY call you every 30 minutes (bc I actually have a fucking life and don’t depend on you to even breathe). You spend half ur time angry bc I’m not hung on you for life support or that I HAVE FRIENDS AND FAMILY OUTSIDE OF THE WONDERFUL FUCK-HAVEN THAT THE BEST MAN, JD WEAVER CREATED! Well you know what mr wonderful. By the end of next week, your life will go right back to how fucking wonderful it was before you met me! You won’t have to worry about EVER spending another damn red cent on me, or being away from your perfect little family, or thinking about how non-perfect I am. You can have your whole life back! So don’t ever complain – you wanted YOUR LIFE perfect, and I’m giving it back. By Saturday u will have your whole personal little wonderful world back
11:33am
WOW
11:34am
Wow?? This is what you fucking want!!!!!
11:53am
Did I say I wanted that? But your threatening me with it and that’s not cool ryan. I never said I was made of gold but I’m very loyal and committed to you. And I don’t feel as if I treat you mean or bad. If you don’t want to be with me then so be it. I can’t make you stay. But let me tell you that baby needs me in its life and I will never let anything come between that. If you already have your mind made up that you hate me that much I wish you would
12:11pm
1st I’m not threatening you. 2nd its amazing how quick you jumped off ur ego and ur little steroid rage and are now trying to be “nice” about it. Do you know that since you’ve been taking steroids we though ur little rages every 2 weeks. 3rd u already said I’m stressing u out, and I take you away from ur family so why don’t you go back to them. I bet all this time you really believed I HAD to deal with your little rages - but I don’t. you’ve called me worthless enough over these past 6 months and the past 2 days. Just go be happy with your family. I’m done fighting
12:16pm
First of all i never cared that you have friends just don’t put me out of our apartment everytime they come around do you really think that is ok? Just forget it now your throwing my family in my face!
12:19pm
No YOU are the one that brought your family into this. Go back and read what YOU wrote me this morning. YOU did that!! Not me!
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So that was the fight. I've been MANDATED to update, so there ya go! :)