I get $28 back in state, and I owe $55 for federal. I love that. I was really expecting to get back a good deal of money this year, being that I got about $6,500 back last year. I don't get it, but whatever.
So yeah, I go up to my dad's job, and he f***ing brings his girlfriend down. I hate this woman I meant I HATE THAT WOMAN!!!!! I really really really hate her. She is about as dumb as a rock, and I'm being nice by saying that! So I looked at my dad and told him very sarcastically "thanks dad! that's what I REALLY needed in my day". But that was short lived, because he had a look on his face like I ran over his dog...so I ended up feeling bad. I really hate that woman.
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If I haven't said...I'm very tired again, like how I was at the beginning of pregnancy. I can about last until 8pm, and I'm done. I feel so bad...because I want to stay up and talk/watch tv with Mike, but can't. Last night, he made me go back to bed because I kept getting closer and closer to the edge of the couch and was going to fall off soon. ::sigh::
We are going to West Virginia for Easter (like we did last year). I am SUPER excited. We will be able to take the dog with us (yay!!) and we are going to take my dvd player down. He also has the super old Nintendo with the first 3 (original) Mario Brothers games. I am going to be.in.heaven!! Hopefully it'll be warm enough so we can spend time outside. I'm sooo excited (well minus the fact that his mother will be there, and I do hate her too I might add).
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So Vic came to see me at work this morning. Her and my mom asked me to get addresses of ppl I work with (in my district) so she can send them invitation for the baby shower. Okay - I just want to say people are ignorant. If I ask you to send me your address for the EXPLICIT REASON OF SENDING AN INVITATION TO A BABY SHOWER, then why (o' why) would you send me a text back asking "oh so whats the time/date/place".
Hmm, maybe just maybe I would put that info in the damn invitation!!! I mean like really!!!
Well I literally sent the text to everyone in my "police group" list. That includes JD's sargeant. (JD's number is no longer in my phone, so it was ok). That said sgt called me back and we had a long long talk. A VERY LONG talk.
He was begging me to talk to JD again. Wth? You want ME to talk to HIM. It's not gonna happen. Then he starts to tell me that JD is a really good guy, he can just sometimes fly off the handle and how I should give him another chance.
No no and no! Hell no!
The sgt then tries to tell me that maybe our problems stemmed over 'pride'. This is something that JD would tell me all the time...."Ryan you are just so prideful!...Just drop your pride and do {dot dot dot}"
My whole thing is, and what I think JD finally realized....is that I'm not some broke down female that HAS to stay and deal with that shit. And I don't. I refuse to. An abusive relationship (whether physical, emotional, or sexual) is something I REFUSE to deal with while trying to raise a child. And I don't care...I can be called a bitch, he can haul my ass to court....I don't care! I won't do it!!!!
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Okay done venting....
Jeter - Monday, Sept. 28, 2009