Autumn Colours...
At the end of the rope
(Thursday, Jun. 04, 2009, 10:53 am)
Damn was I the only one that missed Confessional Wednesday?! (Okay not the only one, because fun loving malael didn't write either - lol)

I only have a few confessions, then some stories. My mind is all scattered right now, so I'm not so focused as I should probably be.

1 - Mike and I had a doc appointment yesterday for baby. Baby was "measured/weight" and she said the baby is 7.67 pounds.

2 - As of today, I am 39 weeks pregnant. (A normal pregnancy is 40 weeks).

3 - Since I have high blood pressure and diabetes, baby and I run the risk of having major complicatioins - so...

4 - We've set the induction date for June 11th. My doctor says that I "can't" be pregnant to 41 weeks (doctors usually don't talk induction until you've gone past 42 weeks). So, Thursday works for us....so we will definatly have us a baby by next Friday!

5 - Mike and I are about 3 seconds off of killing one another. I'm gonna narrow it down to us both being nervous and me being a hungry-hungry hippo and not being able to sleep and him being extremely anxious. But last night I made a fortress in the middle of the bed so he wouldn't touch me in the middle of the night. Didn't work. I woke up twice with me cradle-ing his head in my arms, and then with me wrapped around his back. ::sigh::

6 - And on a very random tangent...I think I'd love to go to an apple orchard and pick my own apples. And to a blackberry patch and pick my own blackberries. I have random urges, as of late.

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Well I think that's all. I was going to tell a story, but I just lost interest. Oh...not on a sour note, but just an "observational" note....everyone has had their baby except me. Everyone in our birthing class...babies had. Those of us from my college who were all pregnant within weeks of each other..babies had. I'm not use to being last in a race..... ::sigh:: Just a depressing day. I wish Mike and I didn't get in a fight last night. Over something as stupid as freakin furniture. smh

Jeter - Monday, Sept. 28, 2009
Thoughts of death..... - Thursday, Sept. 24, 2009
One of those days - Tuesday, Sept. 22, 2009
What could have been, and should have been - Thursday, Sept. 17, 2009
Changes in Schedule - Tuesday, Sept. 15, 2009