I am trying to get Kennedy comfortable with sitting on her own without me. I don't know if its the breastfeeding, but her comfort zone is through touching me. I go back to work in 7 days...K doesn't really take bottles well.
So today I had her in her crib for a little over an hour. She cried for a good 45 mins. Mike and I had to go to his moms to wash clothes, and this bitch would NOT let me parent my child. I had pumped ealier and it was still warm and I was trying to get her to eat. I knew she was hungry bc she hadn't eaten in like 4 hours. She's standing behind me yelling at me about how I should ''let grandma feed the baby...you spend all day with her, let me feed her''. First of all FUCK YOU! Let ME get MY child into a comfortable routine.
(the other part is how she is angry about the daycare we are sending her to bc she didn't get input in the choice...WTF? and how I make her uncomfortable....honestly I could care LESS how her drunk alcoholic ass feels about anything! she says since I don't call and chat with her, i'm very unwelcoming. umm - wth am I gonna call about? the hottest new vodka out? I mean really....)
I am just so livid right now....i can barely see straight!! I am sooo pissed!!!
Jeter - Monday, Sept. 28, 2009