I don't know what will go on for Thanksgiving holiday though. I would love to have Friday off so we could have a 4 day weekened at the cabin. But who knows.
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So Mike and I are doing very well. We have talked about not waiting until Decemeber to try to get pregnant again. We go back and forth with it though.....like on days where I get kinda frustrated with K, I'll think that I don't want any more children. (The funny thing....when it's "bedtime" and I get to lay next to both of them....I get all emotional and I really do love my family). So I've been slowly debating if I want to "pull the okie doke" and just toss the pills in the shower and get pregnant on "accident". Not like it'd be a huge accident because we DO want another baby...and we want the babies close together. I just don't want that guilt for ever. And we've been hearing conflicting stories about being able to be pregnant and breastfeed all at the same time. and we really do want for Kennedy to have at least 6 months of solid breastmilk.
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Something that is annoying me....everytime someone sees me, they immediately look down at my stomach and ask "so did you have the baby yet?"
Now I know that I am not as small as I was before baby. But damn?!
Or am I being "fat/parinoid" thinking, and this is just a strange phenomena that people do?!?
I dunno, but it is aggravating though. It makes me feel VERY FAT.
And speaking of....I actually gained a bit of weight back. But I honestly had to. The baby wasn't getting enough because I wasn't getting enough....it saddens me, but thank god for prescribed happy pills!!!!
Ahh, and I do have insomnia pretty bad. But it's okay because it works out pretty well havin the baby. But it's a side effect of the Celexa (anti-d's). Ehh, whatever works.
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Summ Summthin - Tuesday, Sept. 29, 2009