What in the world was Mike thinking to get a damn puppy?!? I love that dog, but I imagine that puppy's are like 2 year old children. Bad as hell.

So my alarm goes off at 4am. I usually am up around 3:30 because Kennedy will start shifting around and I'll feed her real quick and she'll settle back down. Mike decided to put the dog in the basement because we think he might have flea's.

So this morning, I get up and Jeter hears me and starts go.ing off!! I decided to be a nice mommy and bring him upstairs with me...I get out of the shower, the damn dog pees on my foot. So back in the shower I go - again.

I get out and start to cook breakfast, and Jeter shits right in front of the stove. (((sigh))) So I have to take an extra 5 minutes to put his nose in it, pick/clean it up, put the shit on the doggy-pads and hold him there so he knows to crap there. Needless to say, I didn't get to make lunch for me and Mike today because I had to attend to Jeter's needs. I will not be waking up early to play with Jeter...4am is early enough as is!

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Also, I almost hit a deer this morning. And I do mean, when I finished swearving/fishtailing, the deer was standing at my drivers side window lookin at me. And I had enough time to look and see that he was an 8 point buck. Yep.....

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In other news....I decided to pay my rent late so I could buy some more work clothes. Because I really don't have any. I had police uniforms, but I can't wear them bc they took my gun and badge. And when they did that (way back in November) I was already wearing maternity clothes. So all the clothes I bought back then were preggers clothes. And ya know...since I gained weight (having to keep enough in me to breast feed baby) I am bigger than before. F'it..I'm just fat now. So my fat ass needs fatter clothes :) --- I can be irritated at Mike, becuase I want to run 1 mile every day when I get home. But I always have something to do. Monday - grocery shopping. Tuesday - walk the dog and feed the damn mini-zoo we have going on. Wednesday - I need to hit the grocery store again and get gas. I did suck it up and buy size 14 pants...only because I don't like tight fitting clothes. But....size 12 and sometimes a 10 use to be my "loose" fitting clothes. Ehhh.....

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Wednesday Confessions

* This is the only time in my life that I can't just "go out and buy what I want". It's a bit depressing.

* I'm so so so so so happy with Mike, and it's the neatest/bestest feeling ever!

* I really hope my mom and Vic get the house down the street from us.

* I will vow to take my birth control pills on time, and everyday. I'm actually getting scared to be pregnant again. And I'm nervous that Kennedy will be mad if I have to share her affections (crazy I know, but these are my confessions).

* I really miss Becca on here updating...like how she use to.