But, can't. Can't, can't, can't.

I am trying to schedule an appointment with PicturePeople so we can go take Christmas pictures and I can REALLY REALLY send out pics of the child soon. Mike is all in a tissy because he INSISTS that the dog has to be in all family photo's. Like..really Mike. Umm, well ok. Fine.

I'm planning my Thanksgiving Dinner as well. I am going to make Cornish Hens with a Honey marinade/glaze. And a Pumpkin Gingerbread Trifle (if it hasn't run off the shelves yet) that looks sooo super yummy..can't wait. And then some potato's and cranberry sauce. Vic is doing her ooo soo oooeyeee gooey great mac and cheese and an oyester stuffing (yumm). And my step mom is doing the sweet potato's and green-bean casserole thingy. I can't WAIT until next Thursday!!

Ahh..I did go to the docs yesterday. He said it looks/sounds like I have endometriosis (sp). And/or oviarian cysts. But I don't wanna talk about that..at all...it worries me too much.

Oh and the pregnancy test happened to be negative...again. So I'm done with this "tryin to get pregnant" thing. It literally breaks me down when I hear "no". I so wanted for Kennedy to have a playmate very close in age (ie Irish Twins) but it's not lookin like it. So I'm just giving up. If/when we get pregnant we do.

On Monday I am going to start going to the gym to work out...maybe lose 20-50lbs before the spring. Or at least lose 25-30 by the wedding (which will be after June, but who knows exactly when). I'm really excited about that. Along with doing my menu I am going to write down what I want to do each day...and I'm kind of thinking I want to swim at least 2x a week. Just take care of me for a while...love the husband and the baby ya know.

Anyway - you all have a nice weekend :)